A book is open in front of me and this is what it has tosay about the symptoms of morphine withdrawal:'.. morbid anxiety, a nervous depressed condition, irritability, weakening of the memory, occasionalhallucinations and a mild impairment of consciousness..' I have not experienced any hallucinations, but I canonly say that the rest of this description is dull, pedestrianand totally inadequate.' Depressed condition' indeed! Having suffered from this appalling malady, I hereby enjoinall doctors to be more compassionate toward theirpatients. What overtakes the addict deprived of morphinefor a mere hour or two is not a 'depressed condition': it isslow death. Air is insubstantial, gulping it down is useless.. there is not a cell in one's body that does not crave.. but crave what? This is something which defies analysisand explanation. In short, the individual ceases to exist:he is eliminated. The body which moves, agonises andsuffers is a corpse. It wants nothing, can think of nothingbut morphine. To die of thirst is a heavenly, blissful deathcompared with the craving for morphine. The feeling mustbe something like that of a man buried alive, clawing at theskin on his chest in the effort to catch the last tiny bubblesof air in his coffin, or of a heretic at the stake, groaning andwrithing as the first tongues of flame lick at his feet. Death. A dry, slow death. That is what lurks behindthat clinical, academic phrase 'a depressed condition'. Mikhail Bulgakov
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